王者, NO, 败者风范

Demoralising. Though I know i didnt practise much, it was too much for me to lose.

What's the use of getting through some stages of some minor competitions?
What's the use of getting through when I knew i have NEVER done my best?
What's the use of practising so much just to lose most of it on stage?

Just when I thought of getting through the auditions as a simple task, my complacency probably got the better of me. Actually its just everything about me.

Thought of making a breakthrough...but seems like time is not mature yet? Or will it never be?

Time will tell.

P.S. Thank you to my girlfriend who supported me through my downs, and congrats! To my lil bro, thanks for the video you have made :D great effort indeed!